Why now?

Why now?

This may be a tough one to read, but stick with me and we'll get through it together, k?

It's with a heavy heart and lots of tears that I write you today...

It finally hit me. This overwhelming sadness. I've been keeping it at bay. I'm really good at that, mostly. I want to hold up the heart shaped banner for you and never let it down, no matter what is happening in the world.

Happy Dancing!

Happy Dancing!

Hi Love,

When last I wrote, I was going deep into a phase of alignment (align has been my word for April) and I'm actually still in it, but a few major milestones have happened and I couldn't wait to share them with you!

With all that's going on in this HUGE time of shift, it can be easy to believe that things are far from awesome (there's a ton of bad news and healing that needs to happen and I'm right there with you!). 

However, I feel a little happy dance coming on that there's a few reasons to celebrate today!

Big Changes and Deep Shifts

Big Changes and Deep Shifts

Can you feel some deep shifting going on? There's big energy up for every single person I talk to right now. We are collectively and individually being asked to dig deep and recalibrate. 

Making big shifts calls for a step back. Which can feel uncomfortable for most of us that like to just keep going forward. 

Without the step back to see the bigger picture, we can't get to the root of what needs changing. 

The answer to the ultimate question

The answer to the ultimate question

Hello Love,

It's that time again. Holy moly, the new year is upon me... 
Another trip around the sun starts tomorrow and I'm turning 42!! Woohoo!

If you've seen The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy you know about the power of 42. If not, you need to watch the whole movie. Seriously. It's so good. 

Because it's my birthday and I can do what I want, I'm going to spoil it for you right now:

One Truth Remains

One Truth Remains

Have you been questioning your sanity lately?

You're not alone. Things are crazy. I've been questioning my own truths more than I'd like to admit. Wondering if things I've believed for much of my life are in fact rooted in unwavering factuality. It can feel unsettling. 

But one is for sure....

Spring will always follow winter. I've been holding this in my heart so dear. That is real. That is true. Hallelujah! 

There's something we can count on with every fiber of our beings. 
It's flowers and warmer days and spring rains and the evenings stretching on longer and some sense of rebirth coming up from the once frozen ground.

How getting weirder just might save us all!

How getting weirder just might save us all!

How you doin' over there? I've been thinking about you and us and our tender hearts right now. There's a lot to BE with. There's a lot up. We are in the middle of collective and personal change. It's big stuff. 

Last week felt like an extreme of ups and downs.

1st, in case you missed it, I got off my butt and took it to the streets on Valentine's day. 

It was a pretty exhilarating roller coaster ride (were talking the way ups and the way downs)!

How good are you at receiving?

Receiving. We could talk about it for days, honestly. It makes all the difference in how much love we actually feel. 

It's a crucial practice (especially for us ladies) because we've spent so much time subconsciously feeling unloved and unworthy that it's difficult to receive much of anything. 

So to get the juices flowing, I want to gift you something special. 
This mission I have of spreading love and making inspiring art would be nothing without YOU. You mean a lot to me. 



Hello Beautiful, 

You know that feeling you get when you stare at the screen too long? Not good, right?

You want to stay informed, you don't want to miss out on fun stuff, but the truth is, you're addicted to wifi. 
While I hate to admit it, I totally get it. 

We have these amazing gadgets with all this access to information. We can share SO much more than anyone else who has ever lived on this planet before. 

Something We All Share

Something We All Share

Hi Beautiful,

Happy, Merry Solstice to you!

It's a unifying time, in a way, because Solstice is something we all share. It's happening right now. 

It's not a story, a belief, an identification. It's the experience of living on Earth. And we are all doing that together.

I love to celebrate the turn of the wheel, the seasons of our lives, the human experience with all the dark and all the light.

A Celebration, a Declaration and an Invitation

A Celebration, a Declaration and an Invitation

First, the celebration!

410 calendars will be donated to Immigrant and Refugee Community because of YOU! Four Hundred and Ten calendars!!!!

That's almost double last year's matching program. 

I imagine the 2018 calendars uplifting hearts and making a positive impact on young minds every single day. How powerful is that? 

Thank you so so much for making this possible!

Second, not to jump the gun, but I'm declaring 2018

This Is BIG! Please read

This Is BIG! Please read

I'm so grateful for you, Love,

Seriously. Thank you. 

Being allies in loving ourselves and spreading a little more love in the world is why I get up in the morning. Without you it would be a lonely road. 

So, here's the BIG news! I'm taking this love we have and expanding it even more. 

From NOW thru Tuesday, November 28th (Giving Tuesday), I'm matching every single calendar purchase with a donation to an incredible organization called IRCO (Immigrant and Refugee Community Organization)!

This is huge. 

What gives me hope...

What gives me hope...

We've all heard the saying "the darkest hour is just before dawn".

Thankfully it really does happen that way, but if you're like me, you're probably thinking it's dark enough already in our crazy world (and it has been for a while now). 

I'm here with some potent reminders that the shift towards the new dawn is truly happening and there is SO much love and hope that exists.

There's hope for humanity even in the midst of all the outward evidence to the contrary. Watch this to find out why:

Turning Inward {there's gold in there}

Turning Inward {there's gold in there}

It's taken me so long to write this... The inward pull (not to mention the weight of the world) has been very strong. No doubt you're feeling it, too.

The question coming up is "How do we handle it all?".
The news, the emotions, the desire to help, the feeling helpless? 

How do we take care of ourselves in the midst of everything going on and also show up to assist and give aid?

Why do some things feel like they take forever?

Do you ever feel like some things take waaaay too long?

Patience is not one of my virtues, if you know what I mean.

I want whatever 'it' is to happen like yesterday (maybe cuz I'm an Aries or I grew up in the 80s, who knows?).

Things like:

World peace
Justice for everyone
Total Self Love
Every creative project I've ever started

It's like they should just happen already. I mean, come on! 
Can't it be all easy and fun all the time? Why does it have to seem so hard and dark and crazy? Can't we all just seriously get along, already!? 

Pretty much everything I do is imperfect!

Pretty much everything I do is imperfect!

When I say 'pretty much' I really mean all of it. Because perfection is one of the biggest illusions, traps and epidemics of our time!

There are so many ways to screw it up (whatever 'it' is).
There are so many ways to do it wrong. 

The fact is we'll always be judged and we'll always be our own harshest critics. That's probably not going to change.

With that said, there's no more time for you to not use your voice.